...a lot of times when it is silent around you, you have time to think about yourself...about your future and about things which happened lately...there are also times when it is so noisy around you...you wish that everything around you stops...there it is again...silence...thoughts come to your mind making you feel bad, good or whatever...you think why did all this happen...why me?...you think about the person you love over and over again...you don't come to a conclusion and you don't have an answer to all the questions bothering you...these thoughts drive you mad, make you sad, make you regret all the things you've done to her...you want to understand why she treats you like this...you want to understand why this happens again and again...but all this pain and sadness doesn't bring her back to you...you want to believe that she's coming back...you would do anything for her...